Locked Away

I locked you in
and locked you away.
My key to freedom trapped,
I am now revoked my execution stay.
My mode lost
and way as well,
I can't catch my breath
as I need a spell.
I came with a plan
as I am now stuck without
and I must stay put
as my own competence I doubt.
With my own failure
in front of my eyes
my own disappointment
is no disguise.
So many around
without the slightest clue,
in this state of panic
I am unsure of what to do.
Patience in the face
of this type of turmoil
is an attribute with which
my fiber was not spoiled.
I cannot withstand
this self-applied pressure
as a savior I need
stronger than me by ever measure.
A hole to crawl into
and a corner to hide,
I must withdraw from everyone
as I retreat to the cocoon inside.