Lost Thoughts

It may be gone,
lost forever.
My thoughts and heart
and everything clever
that were thought
and written down
have vanished now
somewhere around.
I don't know
where to start
to begin to look
for my heart
poured onto paper
so passionately
yet lost as well
as discarded passively.
The thoughts that were
unique to that
present moment
are in fact
impossible to
get back; now
they must be
forgotten somehow.